“为什么家长只看成绩?”
"Why do parents only look at grades?"
原生家庭的伤害是无论如何也磨灭不了的。
The harm of the native family is indelible anyway.
作文中的关心都是假的 现实中的打骂都是真的。
The concerns in the composition are all false, and the beating and scolding in reality are all true.
在她们那里我从来没有选择权。
I never have a choice with them.
如果没有她弟弟，她现在应该活得好好的。
Without her brother, she should be alive now.
我有什么资格对他们失望，应该是他们对我失望了。
What qualifications do I have to be disappointed with them, it should be that they are disappointed with me.
又要考试了，我又要迎来她们一次又一次的失望了。
The exam is about to come, and I have to welcome their disappointment again and again.
如果他们真的能一碗水端平，那我也不会那么反感妹妹的。
If they can really balance the bowl of water, then I wouldn't be so disgusted with my sister.
没有人能我的微表情，最亲的人也不可以。
No one can detect my micro-expressions, and neither can the closest ones.
作文里的妈妈是假的，妈妈没有半夜带我去医院，在我失败的时候给我勇气，也没有在雨天给我送伞，我都不知道自己当时为什么变得那么天真。
The mother in the composition is fake. Mom didn't take me to the hospital in the middle of the night, gave me courage when I failed, and didn't give me an umbrella on rainy days. I didn't know why I became so naive.
父母不看过程，只看成绩，但是好的结果就包括了其中的过程，可是我感觉一个人在努力走完过程时差了点什么。
Parents don't look at the process, only the results, but good results include the process, but I feel that something is missing when a person tries to finish the process.
不知道为什么家变成了伤人的地方，对家充满了恐惧，又不得不住家里。
I don’t know why my home has become a place of injury.